Surprises!

In about 15 minutes, I'll be heading over to a married couple's 25th surprise anniversary.

I can't remember the last time I was surprised by someone or something. I don't even know if I take surprises well, it's been that long. It's getting to a point where I'm feeling unloved because I've never been lovingly surprised. But I know it's not true.

Don was going to surprise me a few months back by showing up to my house, but I kind of ruined the surprise because I got too suspicious. He kept asking me to stay in my house and I was like "wtf???", so I eventually figured out something was up.

I suppose I've been too cautious to be surprised fully. Maybe I should dumb down? Or not be so suspicious... Back in High school, I could even anticipate pop quizzes! Perhaps I plan too much. I think I'm going to try to live differently, by not looking into the future as much. But I'm still going to expect the worst, so I can avoid disasters happening to me. Don't want bad surprises...

I was reading these horrifying Fmylife stories, in one, this girl was going to tan nude, and then she walked out naked to her surprise party. That would probably suck. Don't want that to happen to me.

I like being spontaneous, and I think I might like surprises. Lately, everything that's happened in my life, I had expected would happen. I'd love it if I were suddenly surprised with concert tickets to Our Lady Peace (which isn't even playing in Toronto). Too bad, that's only my wishful dreaming :(

Okay, I'm not going to be choosy over what I'm surprised with. I just want to be able to jaw drop for real and get super excited about something. Anything.