Blog #1

I don't know what's wrong with me. This is the 3rd blog I've created this year, and it's only April. In total, I have 8 blogs now. I update about 3 or 4 of them regularly. I'm probably spending my time in the wrong places.

Sometimes, I think I spend more time writing about my life than actually living it. There's something unsettling with that statement, I know. But if I don't write about my life, who will?

I feel like I have to keep track of my life in writing so that when I'm old and boring, I can look back at these blog posts, or my journal entries and be like "so that is what it was like to be 18"

Anyway, if you haven't figured out the title of my blog yet, it's supposed to be a play on the expression "what a mess", except my name is Jess, so I decided to be clever and change it around. I figure most of my life has been a mess, which is why that statement is fitting. And back in middle school, I used to have a nickname "Jess the mess", dubbed by my bestfriend at that time, who thought my locker was disorganized.

Okay, so I know that the word "mess" has negative connotations around it, but I will attempt to disprove that in the next paragraph.

In my opinion, "neat and orderly" is boring, I'd rather be a beautiful mess, and be interesting. Take for example my room. It is disorganized, but it has so much personality. It's not unhygenic or anything (I am a germ freak, by the way, I'd never let my room be gross), it is just filled with stuff that tells you volumes about the person living in it, me. And so what if stuff is everywhere?

Stop living in your squares, people!

Haha, hope I didn't scare you away.

Welcome to my blog!